have such an unsettled feeling. ughhhh..

leaving the day after tomorrow. and its not really alot of time since my flight is at 6am. so technically if u count down, its in just 30 hours. and one big luggage is still unpacked. STILL UNPACKED. and i still have misc stuff to pack in. my IT stuff. my stationary. SO UNSETTLED. feeling v stressed and upset. oh no!!!!!!

said goodbye to alot of fwens the past 2 wks.. many precious fwens. feel crushed by my pharm sisters & chem cousin outing. xq teared, which set off my tears. and today i met my mc + denise yinggai, & they gave me a handmade calendar. alot of effort and time, really v touched. so i'm leaving all my frens behind.

not to mention, family. pp is playing alot these few days. and mama also. my bro.

sigh, wt have i done. the enormity of this didnt hit me till now..