Sunday, May 16, 2004

wow. come in here and the place is changed. just shows how long i haven been in here. not tt anyone gives a damn of course. been super busy. freshman orientation trials and stuff. sigh. overload. anyway, here to just grub it all out. no lack of social life. sometimes i wish that people would just leave me alone. some things seem so fake. dripping with pretence. just cut the crap alright. go away. shoo. scram.

grumpy. been grumping around. the weather here isnt doing any freaking good either. so damn freaking hot. grrrrr. MIGRATE. c'mon. its the global city out there. cosmopolitans. yay. ahhhhhh. stoopid weather.

most ppl say i'm funny and crack many jokes. i'm always laughing. ppl ard me are always laughing too. its all just a pantomine !! a masquerade sometimes. sometimes its all not a freaking joke get it.. you all laugh. yeah, i laugh too.. in derision.