today. like end of week of return-to-sch. (pun intended). like life's so great here. thx nus. u suck so much.

anyway. went to a bazaar at forum. like retail therapy finally. and i got a pair of clip on earrings. haha. like so hard to find. but its not as big and show-offy as i want it to b. or am. haha. happy. and i got yeeng some ladybug ones. so cute.

i have been having tests since week3. i am grumping ard. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

haiya. so busy. mid sem break's over but life's as-if-a-break-didnt-happen. today just ended our 1st rvp mtg. dunno if we can breach the gap btw rvps and sps. like, there's a limit to how much we can persuade - the understanding tt csc has to be more cohesive must stem from the thinking of the rvp chairs also. i really hope tt they can participate in sps, cos not only for the immense sense of satisfaction & fwens tt they can make, but for the club as a whole; the sense of camaraderie btw members and the team spirit tt organizing a project entails.


went to csl last wednesday (haha, doing quite some history stuff here). think volunteering with children is HARD. absolutely. i was like 'hi, wts ur name. then how are u.' then i had nothing to say. i so prefer the elderly. haha. i think guys who volunteer w children will make good fathers. anyway. wt awful crap. shall part with a saying - in dealing w children, we try to get their attention; in dealing w elderly, they try to get our attention. haha. quote from fwed ong. quite a famous philosopher.

mid sem break (what break, did u say) has come and gone just like that. so fast! argh! on monday i had dinner with wendy tan ah mah aka mad old cow aka glutton aka called me hypohchondriac a dear fwen of mine that i have known since sec 1. it has been 8 years! wow. haha. old.

we went to geylang to this place tt i know of recently cos Touch ate there recently. apparently i learnt a few things:

1. dun try to shoo away the person trying to take ur order. cos we did- we said we wanted to look at menu ourselves. apparently it was ALL in chinese. we could only read the first few words 'da bao, xiao bao'

2. menus shld come in pictoral formats. for the non-chinese-readers.

3. it actually is a dim sum shop. (apparently i asked wendy this mid-way between the meal). well how was i to know. they sold everything under the sun.

4. apparently it was not crowded. why, u ask. cos we ate at like 7pm. apparently dimsum is an afternoon thing. NO ONE eats dimsum at night. except a few wonkies like us. (pun intended. honkies-wonkines.)

5. paper-wrapped chicken shld b renamed hard-to-eat-chicken. how on earth do ppl eat it with chopsticks. get a life.

shit. did i just make a racist remark up there. nowadays got ppl sue one. GET A LIFE.

anyway, after tt we were walking ard aljunied to find a mac donalds. in the process this frustrated-also-dunno-where-aunty was saying smth like 'must it b macD'. haha. and i showed wendy my new zealand albums. haha. talking alot of old times. like when wendy didnt know wt a lamb was. and when we shared locker tog in vjc - i would write nice notes, and she, put food. (my fortune). oh the good old times. haha.

good fwens stick with you thru time. it doesnt take much to identify them. thx, wendy. for everything. really.

a great 01S14 outing on sat at marche. must say tt it was one of the best turnouts ever.. cos our dear polar bear is leaving for UK. london. lucky bear you. so we did a gathering to saw farewell...

polar bears like the focal point of 01s14 i feel; he does all the class outing organizings, appears at ppl's 21st bday parties.. really.. he's the one tt sends xmas cards & cny cards. ya. & goes back to vjc often & keeps us updated on the gossip. think w polar bear gone, we will meet only when he comes back.. sad right.. another one is our dear old pomfret in australia. now pomfret is a funny one. studying medicine. think i wun meet a guy as hilarious as our pomfret. wonder how pomfret is doing. awww..... just realised tt all out 'pet' names are ard some animal. i'm lambo. baaaaaaaa. lambo.

well we were so inspired by the good outing on sat the NUS gang decided to meet up on the coming fri too. HAHA. bad move cos lab claimed mabelyn, the 3 guys came 1 hr late, so i was, UNfortunately, stuck w tang & allen who were bitching like no one's business. haha. must reiterate tt munchie's standard has really dropped. not nice food. and with 5 grumpy hungry guys. its not fun.

01s14 had her good old times. we were like talking abt the past, and tt really got us tickled. the 2nd row gang and the 3rd row guys. haha. what times we had didnt we? now we live like separate lives.. hardly c each other ard (esp me and von and reg and jeanie). haiya. life's like tt isnt it. shld not let the gd old times slip by like no one's business. i am so gg to organize a do when pomfret & polar bear gets back.

i miss 01S14.

today crystal said i'm great. i dun feel v great. in fact, i'm as shitty as shitty can be. thx gal, for the encouragement, & yeeng, for constantly lifting me up.

but i must not regret.

today was yeeng's & huixin's bday celeb. by singapore river. just tt we migrated to burger king cos it was so freaking hot. alfresco does NOT work here. anyway. yeeng v happy cos it was her fav place by the river, and her fav ppl - rooster fwens, ragnaroc fwens, tjc fwens, life sci fwens. her pure delight made me smile. i think she doesnt know how much i owe to her- my sustenance, my sanity, my courage.

this week was by far the busiest week of my whole life! i had the AGM report 122pg, yeeng's scrap book, hosting the AGM, and a killer pharmaco 10 chapter test. and AGM was like one day b4 pharmaco. i am so gg die for tt test man.. study till the point of not-caring-wt-gonna-happen. well one cant prevent the inevitable right...


AGM was good. there were laughs - all over my chinese. like i cant say han-yu-pin-yin without it sounding like it came from a cow. lighthearted event like i hoped it would be. good public speaking training here. there was a time when i would cringe talking to such a crowd.


i didnt think that the agm would be so emotional towards the end.. even in the middle of little cloud's speech i started to tear.. gosh.. still hv to host the rest of the mtg... then at the end, when kenneth played the video show; the tribute, little cloud just rained, & then when she talked to me, i rained (in the middle of phototaking), then crystal rained, then lihui & clarice.. then came the grp hugs and the cards from bWitney, lijie... sewn pencilcase from little cloud... bouquet from crystal... &.. besides ruined AGM photos, there really is a sense of sadness; emptiness, in leaving the 3rd mc...


Ode to the 3rd mc:
for being so wonderful in this year past
cherished memories of time spent'll last;
a full term, had we say we've done much
twill not be so, without each one's touch;
the 3rd management comm will always be around
turn the clock back again; an old friend found.

spent the whole day doing the report for agm. its not merely collation, i realized. totally underestimated the effort i had to put in. some guy trying to b funny wrote quite a bit of crap in the report. stuff abt mooncakes and choc goat milk. yeah, its amusing, its funny, but not for an official event pls. do u wanna kill me.

i feel like bitching.

i'm so brain-dead now. and i'm so gonna die for pharmaco test. agm's the day b4. gaaaaaah.

vhy. vhy. vhy. vhy. vhy.

life is sad and triste.

wats the past tense of triste? there isn't one.

still triste.

once upon a time, there lived 2 butterflies; one green and the other, blue. the blue butterfly had a favourite blue flower, but the flower was wilting away. it was a matter of time, and the blue butterfly was very upset. the green butterfly understood this perfectly for her very own green flower was her sustenance. the blue butterfly spent as much time as possible with her blue flower.

one day, the green butterfly had an important mission to do; she was going to greener fields for a year. what a big flap for the green butterfly. the blue butterfly was very excited, and prised herself from her blue flower to show support for the green butterfly. the green butterfly was extremely touched and happy that the blue butterfly was such a great fwen.

as fate would have it, the blue flower wilted the very next day. the blue butterfly was devastated.

the green butterfly knew that whatever the blue butterfly said, or whatever the other butterflies said, that would not alleviate the pain that the blue butterfly was feeling from her loss, nor the guilt that the green butterfly would bear for a long time to come.