unsure, hesitant, tentative
shy

thoughts run amok
in my mind
my mind is an open field
with swaying grass, dotted with flowers
and Thought spreads her hands
raises it up to the sun and dances
and others follow suit
a field full of dance

so much to say
words in my mouth
but somehow silenced
overwhelmed by emotions
a silent dance

familiar, nostalgia, missing
reassured

put me in my dream
of flowers and green grass
of white dresses
of gazing into your eyes

put me in this dream
let me be Thought

uggghhhhhh

super bad monday blues. and its only Sunday 11.59pm. faintssssss

my monday blues get worse and worse. really making a diligent effort not to get so worked up at work. but i'm just a grump. to the extent tt i dun talk abt work to anyone, esp on weekends. esp in church i really just say, don't ask.

trying to remind myself of my nice colleagues. the real happiness in working life. very nice gang of ppl whom we went thru the thick and thins. viva!!!! this is us- finished pre-reg. certified pharmacists. heehee. just before jiat went off, we had a small dinner gathering at kopitiam

30th July 08: jiat, me, huapey, jessica, honyen & schmelly david

roses + thorn

Oct 08: thorn, honyen, huapey, me, nikki, jessica, angeline

still roses + a schmelly thorn

this is the happy R1 gang, with honyen gone off to HSA. we had a gathering (finally) after soooo long i think 3mths, and really had a great time catching up and laughing over stories & talking about nice Mr Yong.. prereg times.. of course nikki & angeline are such welcome additions to our Whine Club

well well.. a new month, a new roster. closing shop quite a few times, with nikki (yay) and david. actually david quite poor thing always kenna bullied by us - we throw him all the procodin drug addict look-a-like cases (poor him got stuck with one for half an hour) and also pass him the medicine basket with the parting remark 'pt a bit impatient alr'. then he kenna. really cover our backsides many times alr.

i think the whole gang of us really talk alot of nonsense. well, that makes life more tolerable. and of course, whining to each other. think got alot of emotional damage by now. haha.

and i so look forward to seeing my pharm sisters + chemistry cousin + lifesci lesbi. we used to meet every other week but i guess everyone prettty busy now. but we had 2 stayovers this mth which was VERY REFRESHING. i love my fwens very much.

okay. like xq says. think positive! i love mondays! yay!