pooh. pooh. pooh. mama and papa bought durians. d24 or something, dun care. told them not to buy aleady. sulphur. sulphur. now my home got perpetual fart smell. very angry w my father (pronounce faa-der) now. d24 my foot. sounds like some bra cup thing.

went sentosa kayaking again w my fren! yay! now super burnt tho... not as bad as last time i went w yoyo ball, mountain mountain & char. i rem i use SPF8 & mountain used 80. haha. face now pink. I LIKE. was happy-shining-people-holding-hands... now am happy-glowing-pink-and-quite-illuminated-people-holding-hands. really am . great. love my leg colour. LOVE. and my current arm color. (but not in a few days time cos hv bad feeling i gg peel like baa-nana). my fault also la, am sworn on tanning oil (thx reg!) & will not hv sunblock on me anymore... yaya...i LOVE kayaking. i LOVE sentosa. i LOVE tanning.

do not like vincent ng anymore. i think. saw him on tv some channel 8 game show. & he speaks chinese so fluently like one peeing. so chee-nese. yeeeeeeee

my keith fren called me A 'enhuinese'. ahh. sounds like cheese sounds like chinese. (pronounce chee-neese). NOT FUNNY. u know i am absolutely monolingual. long story.

was warned of uni orientation, tt seniors are armed with nasty ingenuity. thunder and lightning. excited tho. pharmacy. will tackle it with a vengeance.

chucked all my 'welcome to britain' packages in a box. and put it under my bed. i STILL want to go UK....anyway, lucky rad's (who's in melbourne studying music, totally making me green) gg vienna on a sch-music-tour-trip-thingy. AHH. now i'm a dark green man (as in, dark-green-color, man... not a dark-green-man... tt brings to mind ARMY men, ommigosh... tanned, muscled, toned...I LIKE, i rem i went tekong on vjc trip. heaven. oh to be the blessed island of tekong itself.. with men running ard.. haa..)..i digress. hv this weird premonition tt rad & i will b uni mates one day cos we're both aiming to do masters in london. long-term goals. gambate.

think i gg bonkers actually. like run into ppl and shout 'bonk bonk'.. tt will make me a real bonker.

had a throbbing headache cos got caught in e rain. sudden. think its convectional. as in convectional oven. all i tot was 'damn singapore weather'. tt brings me 2 e pt of vhy vhy vhy i am in sgp.... anyway eureka! hv a cure : blast linkin park thru ur ears (u'll luv this i know). ur headache will be throbbing un-synchronized with e vibes. then it'll b confused-like and decide to stop throbbing. it'll go away.

bonk bonk.

hmm.s14 ppl, did u see ziyang's clip thingy... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/01S14_Haven/files/Ziyang.WMV
looks like, i quote, "Description : Ziyang on the piano (looks like a bear trying to play the piano)". he forgot to add e word 'polar'. (hey at least i din say grizzly...) anyway, feeling of deja vu, got tt post card thingy tt says we can go vjc collect cert. like i did pay 4 my own postage with my very own stamp. nice stamp. very nice orchid-flower-stamp thingy. bad attack of deja vu.

many things hv happened.

1. changed handphone cover to RED. i like. looks edible & bitchy. i like.
2. reg's b-day celeb on monday. had great time at b-boss. (no, not mafia or anything). jonathan came.
3. grossed out by 'big bird' on menu. its ostrich meat. poor ostrich. ordered 'beefy pizza'. poor cow.
4. inclination to demand they change their menu. or i sue.
5.daddy bought new speakers. tested it & forgot linkin park was playing on my cd. blasted 'everything-tt-u-say-to-me-takes-me-one-step-closer-to-e-edge-and-i'm-abt-to-break' tt chorus. chester was yelling into the mic. how unfortunate. dad mortified.

6. spent e last few days telling dad i'm not a gangster-ress. they are nu-metal.
7. watched e movie 'how 2 lose a guy in 10 days' with char. in e end she din lose him. anticlimax. was funny tho. think i'm a saadist for wanting to guy well-and-truly-wish-he-were-dead. cant do tt in sgp tho. cos (a) u may not get guy with big muscles (b) he might b jiang-hua-yu kind (c) most certainly too damn hot to do any hanky pankies. NB : pankies not equal panties.
8. oh. finished packing NSS forms. really. ALL. now a new era - NSS appeal cases. pack apck.
9. UK / british council sending me 'welcome to UK' packageS. I WANNA GO UK STUDY!!!
10. quote of e wk : "he drops to e floor. up. down. up. down. up. down. watch how he does his push ups. up shoulders. up big-manly-shapely shoulders. down pelvis. oh... to be the floor. "

you exposed me to linkin park in 2001. its so you, and its so me. mountain mountain burned me a copy of linkin park's album meteora (i like mountain i like mountain). more base, more rock, more angst, more yelling-of lyrics. i like. y wun ppl like purely condemn boybands and such. ought to b sued. they always sing abt how life's great & wonderful & how everyone loves everybody. yuck. pui. put ur face in e dirt & get real!

spent e past few nights playing meteora; a new territory. it resounds in my head. blasting it may break my eardrums for all i care. stare into space and savor. vincent ng's no longer on tv. sigh. stare into nothingness. e vibes move the hands of time. cranking the volume drowns u out. drown you. stare into more nothingness.

02. Don't Stay 03:07

"Sometimes I / Need to remember just to breathe / Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm / In disbelief I didn't know / Somehow I
Need you to go

Sometimes I / Feel like I trusted you too well / Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Somestimes I'm / In Disbelief I didn't know / Somehow I
Need to be alone

Don't stay / Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into [Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay / Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you [Just give me myself back and]
Don't Stay

I don't need you anymore / I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day / Of you wasting me away

With no apologies". LINKIN PARK